Dear 2013

2013

So.. uhmmmm Hi 2013!

I’m not really sure why I’m writing to you as if you were some kind of a person or what. I guess this was pure boredamn so just bear with me ‘kay?

First, I want you to know that you’ve been a one-of-a-hell-year to me. A year full of happiness, troubles, sleepless days and nights. A year to be thankful, daring, brave, and inspired. You’d been a year of many-many more to me.

I wasn’t expecting you to end so quickly but clearly, you’ve become a wonderful and an accomplished year! And YES, I’ve decided not to think of any resolutions for this coming year.

No more listing of some stupid old habits to kill. For 2014, I’ll be different. I guess I just wanted to experience him not so careful but a little more careless compared to you 2013.

Don’t get me wrong, this is not about comparing you to him for which one should I get better or whatever.. This was just me trying to say goodbye for the old-good-boring-habits I used to have when we were still together.

I swear, I’m gonna be better with 2014, ‘ayt? I’ll be going out sometimes. I promise not to spend the weekends reading and sleeping if you like. I promise to…. wait.. WHAT?! Didn’t I just swore I won’t be making any resolutions this year? Geez! Fine, let’s end it here.

So yeah.. I’ll be waving my goodbye to you now. Thank you and I love you so much. Xx

Dear No One

No one

Stop telling people what your problem is because they don’t really care about how much you are suffering. Most of them were just curious so better just keep it yourself.

Stop showing everyone your weaknesses. Stop giving them hints of your misfortunes. Don’t let them know. Rumors spread like hell and sometimes, someone out there is dying to see you fall so stop.

Surely, there will be times when you would question yourself but come to think of it, during those days.. those moment.. those seconds of your life.. Out of 7.007.234.245 people in the world, you really think you’re the only one suffering?

We’ve learned a lot. We’ve experienced a lot. We’ve been through a lot but guess what, WE SURVIVED. 

Life takes time and patience. You remember those bad days who seems to go the slowest and those best days who go the fastest? That’s the thing about life.. It goes on and on and on and unexpectedly on and YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT.

Time heals everything but it takes a loooooot of patience to wait. Things may hurt now but that was nothing if you really wish to fight it.

Just live it.

SURVIVE

I know You Can.

YOU WILL.

Dear Self

Self

It’s kinda messed up isn’t it? How your life would suddenly turn upside down without even knowing it. How something would remind you the very same bullshits you wish you could easily forgot. How can someone freely enters your life then eventually walks out. Those people who left you there, hanging like you never meant a shit to them.

Forgotten. That’s who you are.